Thursday, July 27

Haha anw, oh my. Haha! Okay stop it stop it.

Oh, I feel like I've got no secrets. Is that a good or a bad thing. It's like, I feel like I tell a million people my secrets which then wouldnt be secrets anymore! Let's see.. Jo Nat Mo Debbie Valerie WeeJia Mer Charlene eh! And sometimes Sihui too! Gosh, haha! I'll tell Jo one la, of course! Nat & Mo, in class. Debbie, when I see her in school / when we talk on the phone. Valerie WeeJia Mer & Char, during recess I'll just talk. Haha soooo, yeah I've got no secrets, : / or :) ?

Haha, yesterday's pictures!

Warren!


Blurrrr


We suck HAHA. 4 longkangs in a row!! Omg, hahaha.


I was looking through my photos again HAHA! Last year!


The fun 2C day! Haha (: Seemed like there wasnt a single spot of whiteboard left. Haha!


I found this! Torres <3>


Had Napfa after school today! Haha I suck la tsk. Haha I wanna retake sit&reach and pullups! Must! & maybe shuttle run la. I'm like, happy but not happy with my timing. Haha eww. Okay forget it. Haha ANDDD, HAHA! Yeah, hahahaha. I think I'm getting high again or something. School's hokkien mee is so yummy. We're gonna disect sheep's heart. Hahaha!

Bye!

Wednesday, July 26

Since last night I was so high & happy and everything. Till at night. Then I got really irritated. After a while, I felt like I was floating away to dreamland or something. & now, I seriously NEED TO DIE.

Omggggg, I wanna geta fever, stay home, lie on the bed and think about wth I'm doing. Cos I myself dont even know. I told myself I told myself I told myself. WHY WHY WHY! I need to go and die.
Get out get out get outta my headdddd! HAHA! Okay I was quite high today.... & now? ARRRRRRGH. KILL ME NOW AND BRING ME BACK TO LIFE NEXT WEEK OR SOMETHING LA. I dont know why I'm feeling like this. Like, usually I wouldnt. I .... ARRRGH. Just cant ... Just dont.. ARGH I'M LIKE SERIOUSLY, ABCDEFG. ARGH!! >:(

Okay whatever. Didnt do 2.4 today, did the other stations. Situps & standing broad jump. Today was fun. Went Island Creamery after school with Joy & Wanru. Sumay & Nat came. Nat & I went to Warren, we bowled! It was so fun! & funny la, kept laughing! I'll post the pictures tmr la, I dont feel like posting them today. Went to the arcade room thing there. So quiet la. & the games are 40cents, yay. Gonna go there again soon!

BYE

Tuesday, July 25

HAHA I miss Xanga. I should just go & die right. Should I switch back?! No. Hahaha!

Haiyaaaa, you know I'm like so.. I dont know. Haiya, I feel better now. But then, I dont feel better. Okay I'm not making sense.

School today, so tired la. It's like, I've been so tired everydaaaaay. My eyes are getting smaller. That's bad!! Haha, & now it's very obvious my right eye is smaller o_0 AHHH theeee horrrrorrr.

Oh & great, during recess I found out that Hungry Ghost Festival / 7th month started last night. Arrrrgh, I know I'm abit slow la but, I'd seriously rather not know!! So irritating la, oh die I still gotta bathe. Haiya, stupid stupid stupid. Why did I have to find out. But even if I didnt find out during recess, bet I would read it somewhere or something one la. Like, Debbie's blog!

So yeah, all the more I wont be able to sleep tonight. I havent been sleeping well. Sleeping late & obviously waking up early (for school). I think I prefer waking up myself, rather than having my mother shake me like a salt shaker (haha) every morning, knocking on my door till I'm clenching my fists and gritting my teeth while bathing. Haha!

When I wake up myself, set alarm at 5.20, leave the radio on so I wont fall asleep, laze around till 5.30, bathe in peace! Whoohoo. Good for my mama too, she hates waking me up cos I'll just get irritated with her & pretend I'm still asleep or something. Hahaha.

You know, I tried doing my Math homework after a million years of not doing it. Guess what! I can only do the 1st question! & I havent been having tuition. Greaaaaaat. Shit shit shit, 18 more days.

Bye!

Monday, July 24

Ahhhh hahaha! I shifted back to blogger. I hope I dont change my mind & shift back to Xanga again! Hahaha I like both. But I decided to shift back here since I was done with the blogskin already. Haha. Now I feel like shifting back to Xanga -_- I kinda liked it! Gosh I'm so fickle minded!!

Yesterday's pictures!

Happy birthday Ny! Love youuu!




Lunch


Oooohhh yeahhhh, we made high score! But it's gone already. But after that, Ny & I came in 9th! One day we'll be first! Hahaha!


Vinee & I being crazy -_-


After the musical. Haha we all look weird!


I stole this from my sister's blog. Happy birthday, Daddy! (Oh shucks, I didnt know he was 54!)


Haha oh man, Ny's sick. We both fell sick a day after our birthday! Haha! Sooo totally Owner & Fishy (: Stayed home & wasted the whole day away.

Bye!

Sunday, June 11

Haha I dontttt thinkkkk I'll be blogging here anymore la.

Moved, click!

Saturday, June 10

HIIIIIIIIIII!

Today's gonna be OOH LALA :D You know why! Got pasar malam again! (According to Jo) HAHA I'm going crazy again. Whoaaaaaa! OH SHIT IT'S RAINING! HOWWWWWWW!

That stupid plan destroyer >:(

Oh noooooooo HAHAHAHA.

Lovelove you, LILO & STITCH! (I know you love them too ;) They're just soo... must be loved!)

Friday, June 9

Nat, ahhhh shit it, our plan didnt work! Nvm, 22nd!! Hope it doesnt rain la!! If it rains thennnn, ice skating again lorrrr. Hahaha.

Red lips, haha red lips tunn! Hahahaha! Helllllo! :D

Debbie, tsk! How can! The giraffe's like so cute laaa! Hahaha.

So funny la, Nat Yiwen & I all overslept! So we all didnt train today! All 3 mannn! HAAAAha.

Stupid la, rain rain rain >:( Couldnt tann today. Waaaah. Haha so, Nat Char Yiwen & I went iceckating instead (: I loveeee iceskating now man. Actually this morning I was like quite.. Okay lor ice skating then. What else is there to do anw.. Haha yeah but then! It was fun! :D The only bad thing was that.. SO MANY PEOPLE! >:( & some stupid shit thing happened between Nat, this little boy & his mother. Walao so irritating la.

HAHA OMG Mer just sent me this link. Damn funny la!Click!

Anw, after skating, went Safra to bowwwwl! Hahahaa (: Had dinner at Tiong after that. Omg, so full la. Then, took bus home! Haha I had fun today (: & now I cant wait for the 22nd! Hahah :D

Gooooooodbye!

Thursday, June 8

I need help with my Xanga! Hahaha so, until Saturday, I shall continue using Blogger! But yeah, today's post is there! Hahaha.

CLICK!
Nat, haha action? Hahaha! Yes no more 61! Haha actually can la. Just that I gotta drop earlier to take 75/184. Yeah haha. Yes! Friday! Tmr! I really wanna tann laaa!

Vineeta, haha yeah! Soon soon! (: Hahaha she was so funny la! I laughed like MAD. Hahaha.

Oh man, hahaha Jo & I wanted to switch over to Xanga. But in the end she decided to stick with Blogger! Hahaha not used to Xanga! It's quite weird. Haha yeah but I think if you know how to use it, it'll be just like blogger to us la. Haha yeah. I cant decide which to use now! Hahahaha.

Whoa, just spent like, half the day on that Xanga thing. Hahaha staying home today. Cant wait for tmr! (: Sentosaaaa! Hahaha.

So anw, here's my Xanga thingthing la. Click! Not sure if I should use it! Haha cant stand it. The giraffe's so cute! :D

I'm bored, shall go watch dvds! Byeeee!

Wednesday, June 7

Joy, hahahahaaa too bad! I'm gonna leave it there & let people laugh! >:D Hahaha it'll disappear afte rmy next post la. Haha yeah, or maybe I'll just, post it in my next post again. But I think only those who were part of the skit will laugh la! Hahaha yeah.

Hi :) (HAHA I've got this silly habit of saying "hi" for no reason now. Hahahaha.)

Was late for training. I think Priscilla thought I wasnt gonna turn up so she told Mr Z I was in Malaysia! Okay, I was like what, 30 or 40 minutes late or something hahaha. Yeah OMG, we were training with primary school boys & they did better than us! I was the worst of all la! Hahaha.

OH MAN I'm like, so happy. Hhahahaha dont you think I've been very happy for the past few days! It's like, I'll suddenly just be very happy! HAHAHAAAAAA HI :D

After training, went to Ikea with Nat & Priscilla! Hahha had meaaatballs (: Yum! Priscilla went off, Nat & I thought of what to do. Went Queensway for a while. Took 61 back home. Never taken that bus before. Went to Bukit Batok Interchange! & I got stuck there -_-

Nat took train home. Wanted to take bus 177 home. But! It just refused to come! Another girl was waiting for it too. After like, 30 minutes or more, I walked off to look for another bus I could take. (While I was still waiting for the bus, Nat was at home cooking noodles!) There wasnt any other bus so just as I was about to walk back, I saw the cleaner talking to the other bus 177 girl, he pointed to the sign, then the girl walked off. I was like ahhh! THEN, I TOOK 77 TO KIM'S HOUSE, CROSSED THE ROAD (thank God I didnt get knocked), TOOK 963, THEN CHANGED TO 75 /184 AND WALKED HOME. WALAO. I think altogether, I took like what, 3 hours plus to get home from queenstown. & why? COS I REFUSE TO TAKE TRAIN. Hahaha.

Totally <3>MAN! Hahaha. LOVELOVE! :D HI!
Singh, NOOOOOOOOooo okay. I typed wrongly! CanT break it!

Owny, aww, that's so sweeet laaaa (: I love you, nyny! Very very very much! Lovelove!

Hello, I'm cool 8)

Stayed home today! Had tuition in the evening. Rrrrrr! Sooooo wasnt looking forward to that! Haha kept having mental block. & she laughed at me haha. I stared at 120 divided by 6 for so long. Hahaha.

Watched Edward Scissorhands after that. My sis rented the dvd. It's a nice show, & I think the girl's so pretty (:



Hahahaha I feel like eating ice kachang! Oh mannnnnz. My dad just keeps scolding & scolding! >:( Still havent bathe?! Off the computer now! I give you another 10 minutes. Make sure you off the lights when you sleep! Aiyerrrrr.

Oh & finally, here's the track & field video (: Hahahahaha. Yes yes, LAUGH.



When I try to see it, it says the video is no longer available I DONT KNOW WHY HAHA. It took so long to upload some more la walao >:(

BBYE LAAAA.

Monday, June 5

Shihui, I'm here! Hahaha yeah man, havent seen each other in a really long time! Aww, miss you too! Hahaha.

Singh, haha shutup I'm not blur! Hahahaha. Too bad! You promised! Can break it! Haha! No more lying! My turn to lie to you HAHA. Fun for you but not fun for me! I'll trick you till we're quits. Hahaha each time you dont believe me, it's not counted! Hahaha.

Owny, hahaha yay you feel whoaaaah when you come to my blog (: Hahaha okay! Let's swim a never ending amount of never ending oceans together! & when you're tired I'll bring you across the never ending sea. Cos I'm a might fish! :D Hahaha whoa. Okay, love you! & I miss you!

Sp, hahaha visit you for what? Cos I molested you? Haha yeah you took so long to respond la! -_- I'll think about it! HAHA. Okay, I'll link you soon la. Haha oh man, everything will go haywire if I learn from you. HAHA kidding! (:

:D, haha yeah sure.

Hellllllo, I'm zhu mama!

Anw, was supposed to go for training today. Went to town to meet Valerie first. In the end, we were too lazy -_- Oh man, haha yeah. I'll kill myself if I dont go on wednesday ): I think he's gonna scold or something la ): Howwwwww shitttz.

OH & I was woken up by...... AN INSECT. Yes, an insect -_- Stupid, I think it was a wasp. It was THISSSS big I tell you! So big la walao! Buzzzzz so loudly! It was flying around me la & it woke me up >:( So I ran away. Spent so much time trying to run away from it. Asshole insect. MY room not YOUR room. Get lost! >:( Yeah, came online & realised it was still early! >:( Stuuupid. I hate you x 99999999999999 ..... !

Haha why did I even blog today. There's nothing much to blog about. Haha, why do people find it funny whenever I type this face -> -_- They say they can imagine me making that face in real life. Like Debbie! Lim singh! & I cant remember who else. Hahaha yeah oh man.

Okay, nothing to blog about. BYE!

Sunday, June 4

I'm heart broken! ): I spent time making this thing which I actually planned to use as my next blogskin. Buttt! It turned out to be so ugly ): Haiya, I'll just post it anw.

My house power tripped like a MILLION times today. Urgh >:( It's dammit irritating la okay. & we were trying to watch a dvd! So then, my sis & I sort of couldnt use the computer or watch tv. & she couldnt study cos her table lamp "wouldnt work". Yeah & my mother was like, "dont use anything till daddy comes back!" HAHA so we made ice kachang! She wanted to bake, but yeah we didnt. Haaaa.

It's my ice kachang & my sis eating hers.
OMG I was so super depressed for a few seconds. While watching Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch. OMG, I thought Stitch really died & that was the end of Lilo & Stitch la walao. I'm a Lilo & Stitch fan okay! I love love them so so much. Hahaha look at them! SO CUTE LA! Took from the tv with my phone so it's kinda unclear. Haha yeah.

Look, it's Lilo's mama. So funny right, looks just like her!I love this! Damn cuteeee la!& this (:
Last sentence-> I love Lilo & Stitch :D
Debbie, hahaha really ah. I havent seen her for quite long. Actually, very long haha. She said she saw me that day. But I didnt see her! Haha yeah.

Joy, it was damn funny la! I'm gonna post the video! Hahaha.

Owny, haha yeah man, I'm back! Hahaha & & & what!! Hahaha okay, zoo when Nana comes back! :D Yay, haha. Save money! Remember our plan for this week! Hahaha I had fun yesterday (: Didnt you! Haha yes I know you did ;) Lovelove! You! Alot! :D Hahaha.

I fee quite high after replying Jo! Hahahaha. Hello, Hei. HAHA. Eh eh, yo. Yesterday was fun (: Went out with Owny Nyny! We went so many places! I think.. Hahaha yeah! We went to Peninsula Shopping Centre. Bought a stripey shirt! Not for me. Yeah, spent some time there. So cheap la! & I saw a guitar for 36bucks! Walao I want la! But yeah.

Went to town after that! Haha walked around & stuff. Went to Holland, Da Paolo! Yummy yummy. Hahaha then went back to town again. Then, went to Juli's house for a while. Then, took a bus home! Hahaha yup! That means yesterday, Jo & I went to town, north bridge, holland and chinatown! Whoo. We've got same shoes :D &, the same tigger hanging on our phones :D

So cute right! :D
Same shoes :DSame same! Hahaha.Owny & I!The biscuit so cute right (:The cupcake! So cuteee! But I didnt like it ):OKAY BYE! (: The video's taking to long to upload. I'll post it later! (:

Friday, June 2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULI! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAANANA KNIGHT, ZHIYI!
It's 2 baanana's birthday today (:
& happy birthday to Shanna too!

Novelyn
, hahaha! So funny, dont know what I was thinking la. My brain wasnt working properly haha! JP JL JL JP ahh haha. Oh sports camp! Hahaha dont ): ! It's over :D

Sp, hahaha who says I forgot all about you! You're the one I just molested a few days ago! Hahaha.

Yooooo I'm back :D Hahaha. Stupid camp. Waste my time. Haaaa! But, yesterday was fun (: The games. Haha yeah, but training was quite .. Not very slack. Hahaha. I TELL YOU I HATE JOGGING >:( Wake up so early, so tired, eyes cant open properly, jog 6 rounds around the track! Urgggh, hate it ):

Games yesterday were fun :D Hahaha my group won for all that we played! :D Didnt manage to play the last game though. Yeah even though we planned everything & all already -_- Haha yeah, At night, (Okay this is damn funny) every CCA had to think of an item to perform. Hahaha so funny la!

Track & field's item was ...... Hahaha but I expected it to be worse though. Cos it's like, very rush & stuff. Didnt even know what the whole thing was about? Each group just thought of their on part of the skit & just wen on stage & did it. Hahaha took a video. I shall post it later or something la. I'm lazy. Hahahaha it's damn funny la! I find it damn funny, I kept laughing! Esp at JOY! Omg, you should have seen her. She was imitating Mr Francis HAHA damn funny damn funny. Hahahaha.

But I think only the Track & Field people were laughing -_- & I think we were laughing to loud nobody could hear what the people on stage were saying or something hahaha. But nvm, at least we enjoyed ourselves (: Hahaha.


This whole camp, all we've been doing other than the above, is TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN. Rrrr. I wanna bathe & sleep. BYE!

Wednesday, May 31

KNOW WHAT! I'm going for the camp. Yay, afternoon training's in school (: HA, SLACK. (I think :/)

Ooh mannz, my parents arent home, I'm broke & my maid's only got 15! & I've got less than that. & I still need to pay the 18bucks, I need to buy ziplocks! & I'm doing something before I go for camp. Oh man! Saaaakeerrrssiiiii (Sucks) Hahaha! I also dont know why. Gotta spend wisely! Hahaha. How to cab like that. & my dad sent his car for servicing. Then I've gotta carry my big bag on the bus! Tsk, waaalaaaaao.

BYEBYEBYE! See you on friday! Friday's Juli's birthday. Happy birthday!
Owny, haha yeah I woke you up late! We're on our way to 1001 pictures! Hahaha. Love you too! Love love! Hahaha.

Nette, yeah.

Sean, HAHA stop calling me a loser okay! We're twins! If I'm a loser, you're a loser! Loser! Hahaha yo twin.

Celine, hahaha yoyo! Wassup HAHA.

Debbie, really?! But the last time you came to my house was.. When I was P5 & you were P6!! That's like 4 years ago man. Hahaha was the van even there.

BEEP that person who tagged my sister's board. That person should just go & die. If you really care that much about me, shut up.

Never said this in a million years. & I know she's probably gonna read this. I love my sis (: I love my family (: & I'm sorry for being such a disgrace.

STILL DONT KNOW IF I'M GOING FOR CAMP OR NOT & IT'S TMR >:( But I packed already. Haaa.

Goodnight.

Monday, May 29

I'm learning how to play True on the guitar but you know what! It totally doesnt sound like it & my fingers are hurting again. Haha I dont want hard fingers : /

You know what's stuck in my head! "I'm just a cute girl living in a cute world cute cute cute cute cute cute cute!" HAHAHA did you watch Unfabulous today? Yeah, it's from that show. Hahaha I'm not saying I'm cute -_- Buttttt, I'M A HAPPY GIRL, IN A HAPPY WORLD.

Hello, we're back. Haaaa! Not training tmr. No shoes, & I'm sick! Yumcha early in the morning with Ny & Na (: Wheeee. Gotta wake up at 6.30! Gotta wake Ny up at 7! Meeting Ny at 7+ to wake Na up at 8. Haha.

Sunday, May 28

Charrrrlene!Okay? (: Loveeee you!

Debbie, hahaha SMART ah. Have you seen it before or something.. Or did you see the picture. Hahaha. Or is it just, very obvious. HAHA.

Knight, hahaha you got the right blog (: Haha okay, yeah I'll be a happy princess! (:

Zhihui, hahaha okay.

Owny, haha yeah I LOVE YOU TOO! You know that I do & I always will (: Why ah, it always doesnt appear! : / Nvm, I can read your mind anw. I know what you wanna say! Haha yes te pictures are nice! Every single one of them! Cos it's pictures of Junynashee! Hahaha you understand right. Hahaha. Love love love love .... LOVE YOU! :D

Valerie, hahaha dont know leh! Teapot, teacup, NIGHTMARE! Hahaha.

Nat, hahaha really meh! Somehow I remember you saying that eh! Hahaha omg Roo is damn cute laaa (: Haha okay! We'll wear one day! Yeah, the cute word's buckaroos. Hahaha buckaroo, checkaroo, shitaroo! Hahaha.

Billy Banja, riggghhtttt, Xingting -_- Hahaha I refuse to learn that leg thingthing! Hahaha.

Emelia, hahaha that's my neighbour. Haha then will you be going for MOS? Haha but I feel quite .. if I fake that I went for camp & go somewhere else eh. Haha ya lor, Singh's so slow! Hahaha yeah, FASTER! Till we overheat our brains hahaha. Okay! Invent something complicating which will make us go crazy hahaha :D Spidey fingers!

I'm a mighty fish! Mighty fish to the rescueeeeeeee!

Yesterday was just, (: Hahaha met Ny! Now you know why I say it was (: Hahaha went to town. Na joined us after a while! Slacked in Galilee. It's the place to slack or something man. Haha yeah, played Uno & stuff. Went arcade. Racing's quite fun la actually. Hahaha but I'm never gonna play advanced again! I turn, BANG! Turn again, BANG! Hahaha go & die la.

Can you tell it's Jo & I? I couldnt!

Went Holland. Da Paolo! Took many many pictures! So yummy (: But the cake made my sore throat WORSE! Yeah & now, I've got sore throat & flu ): Ju came after a while. Okay, maybe not a while. Haha.

Na bullied NySo they foughtNy wonBut they still loved! Hahaha (:& they're still crazy!Look at Na, she's so cute! Hahaha. So happy with her sugar thing. The 2nd piece wasnt as nice. That's why her facial expression went from :) to :| Hahaha.
Went Na's house after that. Watched some chinese show. Haha yeah. Ny went crazy for a while. So funny hahaha but I shall not post some of the pictures up! ;) Ny is Jo, Na is Sumay, Ju is Juli.
I love them (:Me & my silly mouth! Hahaha.
Yeah, my parents just reached home (: My maaaa bought 4 handbags & 2 wallets. Only 2 of the bags are nice : / Oh man, but the wallets are both NICEEE. Haha she doesnt wanna take me shopping ): Oh mamamama.

Xt came over for a while just now. HAHA SILENT KILLER MAN. She farted on my chair again for the millionth time even after I told her to do it somewhere else! & she called it a SILENT KILLER. HAHAHA! I'm sorry tingko. Hahaha, that silly billy banja -_-

Bye!

Saturday, May 27

Debbie, how can.. Haha eh, Debbie!

Nat, hahaha yeah man! Mulitcoloured also nobody can stop us! Hahaha. Teh neh neh! Are you the one who always says that? I dont know why I keep calling you that now!! Hahaha.

Zhihui, hahaha okaaaay..

Owny, yeah we met! (: & we'll be meeting again tmr! Or later.. Hahaha yay (: Yes, love love love love love love love love ......... !!

Shihui, hahaha! So did you go to school today? Haha I've got sore throat too ): & it's like, that kind that makes your throat feel very rough one. Or are all sore thraots like this hahahaha. I hate drinking water now : /

Oh mamamama.

Okay, I dont know if I should go for sports camp? Really really dont know eh, how! Nat's not goinggggg, & then.. Yeah, haiya. HOW! I havent even told Ms Goh yet : /

Sunday's coming. Somehow now I prefer it like this HAHA oh no that's bad. I mean, nobody to rush me to bathe / sleep / to hurry come home? I mean, I can do it on myself like what I've been doing for the past few days. I get irritated when people rush me >:( I hate it! Esp when I'm bathing. & it's something that happens EVERY morning.

Watched Mission Impossible 3 today. Okay la. Met Mo & Singh in town first. Nat came after a while. Omg, for the 1st (& probably the last) time in my life, I actually got 1st while playing Daytona :O How shocking is that. The finger game we played at Galilee was funny. Next time we must play faster!! By the time Nat Singh & I died, Mo still only made 1 mistake! Town's like, seriously getting VERY boring. To the extent that I'd rather come home early & have nothing to do than stay out. & I'm Lyanne.

For You I Will is stuck in my head.

Would you want it if I told you I do? :(

Thursday, May 25

Nat, hahaha okay. I dont know what I want. I want.. Hahha more stuff. But I dont really feel like shopping.. Unless I'm like filthy rich la. but I'm broke -_- Now I just feel like saving money. Hahaha. I'm still waiting for my parents to call!! Hahaha finally, now we can paint our nails & rest in peace (: Hahaha I doesnt make sense but.. You understand right hahaha!

Shihui, hahaha you Nat & I take turns to not go to school man. Shh are you okay! I'm like, getting a sore throat too la : / Haha yeah, thanks for the stickers shh huahua! :D

Yo, I dont know, haHA.

Mm, today today ah.. Haiya. Why am I even blogging? The sky was weird. Something was wrong with the clouds.

Hahaha I didnt cry today. Finally. Haha I still love this van. (Not cos it's orange / whatever you're thinking haha)

Tskkkkkk, I miss you :( Oh & I've got another left hand to help me carry my heart which is getting heavy. Nyny! :D I just loveee you so so much!

Byebye!

Wednesday, May 24

Nat, ehhhh I still dont know if I should go for sports camp la!! Okay I meant weird as in how come black can become red one! I suddenly dont feel like shopping you know, I dont know why. Today I brought bread to save money la. I also wanna go overseas to shop la. Actually, I just wanna go overseas can already. But, I'm going nowhere this year >:(

Owny, nvm, I buy then I let you try la! Like that, it'll be okay if you dont like it. I'm totally mighty man. Yeah, saturday (: Loveee you.

Knight, eh you damn blur & funny leh! Hahaha.

Without you it's hard to survive

Mao mee. I do not like today.

How could it,
Why must it,
:'(
None of my business?

Tuesday, May 23

Pins, hahaha yeah okay. I'll be a happy womanzxxx! Haha (:

Debbie, haha yes. I love Debbie!

Mer, yay okay, soon! (:

Nat, I've got no more balance for Great Singapore Sale. I can go & die. I dont think my mama wil give me more! She says for nothing go shopping. Hahaha nvm, I shall go with her! I'll make her! Hahahaha. Red?! So weird! Hahaha okay. Isit super dark or something.

Novelyn, haha yeah okay (:

Owny, yeah man. Time....... Haha nyny I love you too! Like, alot alot! Haha remember to try the wangwang okay! I misssss you!

Singh, haha yeah (:

Valerie, haha you know everytime I see the Wyanne I think it's Wayne -_- hahaha yeah man. Recess tmr! Think I should be there.. Finally.. Haha hope I dont get release late!

Shall blog while I'm feeling .. Not sad . Past few posts have been ..

Anw! Today, went shopping with Nat & Shihui again (: Didnt go to school, stupid SYF la. Cabbed to town, met them. Trained to Bugis. Haha shopping at town & Bugis is just, different la. I think town's better. As in, Bugis is like, cheap accessories & stuff. But town is like, can find clothes one. Haha yeah. But still, I spent everything ): Didnt buy much la urgh. I bought more ear rings today. Came home & realised now I've got 6 white & 7 black. Walao, I just wasted money on that. Ate so much today la!

I shall wake up early tmr to make sandwiches for myself. Dont wanna spend during recess, gotta save to go out on saturday! I bought a fish pencil today. It's damn cute la (: I'm like, listening to Guo Pin Chao again hahaha. I love the cheese wangwang. It's damn yummy & addictive I tell you. Yay, my mama called today (: She bought stuff for us already :D Haha I'm a mighty fish! I help my sis when she needs help! .............. To get rid of insects in her room -_- I dont care, I'm still mighty hahaha.

Cos I miss you, so much that it takes my breath away. Sigh, I hate living my life without you.

Monday, May 22

What's wrong with me.
One minute I'm fine & the next, I'm totally not.
I dont know what's wrong with me.
All of a sudden I just feel like crying till I'm all dried up.
It just struck me again, that I've got no more you..

My parents just left for Austrailia. They're probably at the airport now. Their flight's at 1. You know something, I think I'm like missing them already. Wasnt totally happy after I found out they were leaving for a week. I was quite sad actually. It's okay, they'll be back on Sunday.

I dont know why I'm suddenly like this. Omg, I really dont. I'm not mood swinging am I. I seriously feel very terrible now. I think I'm a very slow person. As in I take very long to "realise"..

I keep wanting to tell myself I can but deep down inside, I know I cant. No, I can. Time heals all..

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
& I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with my in my dreams
& tonight, it's only you & me

Right now, I'm having one of the worst times of my life. Save me..........
Owny, yeah.. The corners >:( I shall do it another day la. I'm lazy haha. Dont think about it! It's so .. -_- one. Hahaha yeah. I love you alot alot too too! Haha.

Red lips, haha yeah! Let's all buy soon okay! Louisa cheated us hahaha.

Shihui, haha yeah both my parents will be gone.. That's quite sad. Can go already :D & it's like, tmr! Cant wait! :D Haha I dont think I'll be going to school eh. I dont wanna go.. Haha yeah. & my mama allows. So I dont think I'll be going!

Emelia, hahaha it's okay! I was tired. & I think even if I didnt fall asleep I'd still watch it again! Haha why are you apologising mo!! It's not your fault at all! Hahaha yeah okay (:

Hello,

Watched Over the Hedge today (:

Just when I thought things were going the right way. Just when I thought I was gonna be fine.. The moment I saw you, everything just ... Went the other way. Couldnt help it, broke down & just, cried & cried.

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Yeah okay. I'm sorry I didnt tell you? We dont msg or talk on the phone & all. We only talk online sometimes & during that period my internet wasnt working, that's why I didnt come online for dont know how many days in a row. Which means, I couldnt talk to you online. &, you see, do you tell me stuff? You never do, since sec 1? Maybe you'll tell sometimes like a little here & there. But, hardly. Like how you found out about Juli & I from others, I find out stuff about you since sec 1 till now from other people most of the time.

I called her to tell her about the whole thing & everything that happened on that day, I didnt tell her anything I didnt tell you. I just wanted to let her know everything. & you were talking to Wayne anw.

& it's not that the baananas are more important to me than iClique. The baananas-> Jo Juli Sumay Laura Zhiyi Sasha. Jo, yeah.. Juli, you know what happened, we arent even talking. Sumay Zhiyi & Sasha, I'm not that close to them. Sumay & I only talk when we see each other in school. Laura, yeah she's my classmate & we arent that close. Zhiyi, we say hi & bye in school, sometimes I tag her board, & write testimonials. Sasha, I hardly talk to her, only sometimes. Yes they still are important to me & I love the baananas! But, iClique & the baananas are just, different! Baananas are like, play here play there with each other, laugh here laugh there kind of friends. iClique is like, those kind of I'll always be here for you, I love you kind of clique. Haiya, it's just different! You understand? (Well, this is how I feel la)

It's not that I dont care about you / forgot about the times we used to spend together. I do miss the times & stuff. But, things just happen. I dont know what / how it happened but things changed. & it is a sad thing.

Do you really think that if you 2 never got together we wouldnt be close? I mean, there's still others like, Juli or others? If I never knew her, I dont know where I'd be now. My life would probably be much.. Worse.. Is that what you want?

It really affected me when you said you dont wanna be my - anymore if it's keeping up this way. Does being your - mean not getting close to anybody else? This isnt the first time. I didnt plan for us to drift & neither did I want it to happen. I'm sorry it just, happened. I really dont wanna lose you or her. & I'm not saying that for the sake of saying it. But everytime you do this, it affects all of us. I really hope you understand & not do this kind of things / feel this way again.

Yeah okay, if that's how you really feel. If you think that's what you'll be better off as. Maybe if you really really put all your heart & soul into your relationships, & really try your best to do what's right, things would be different.

So, do you still wanna be like how we were like before? We could start by having more iClique outings. Just remember that you'll always be my twin & I dont want you to feel .. or anything. But then, please dont do this to me anymore. I'm sorry we dont really talk anymore. Love you (:
Oh no, nyny are you okay :( I love you alot alot okay.

Finally talking to Debbie on the phone again & this time, not about sad stuff & I told her my entry was gonna be 1 sentence long & she thought it was gonna be I love Debbie. Haha! Anw, I love Debbie!

Sunday, May 21

Nat, dont think they will la. Or.. Maybe. If you pay you'll have less money to shop! Noo cannot! Yeah I havent worn for very long too. I gotta go budget shopping. Hope they're willing to give me money to shop!! :( We both have __s. Okay I love Nat Nat!

Owny, haha yeah. No la, it's not wrong at all! It's true. Nyny you know I miss you alot! Meet up soon okay. Love you very very much! <3

Gotta live my life, Dont wanna think about it

Rounded corners are screwed >:(

My parents going to Austrailia tmr till Sunday.

I <3 Owny!

Saturday, May 20

Nat, okay. My parents are going Austrailia on monday till sunday. That means I wont have to tell all my results till next next week. & she still doesnt wanna let me go on tuesday? Now she's saying if something happens to me nobody will be there. Haiya, um, I'll just ask till she allows. But money's another problem. Oh man, Nat, :( I've got an .. Okay, yeah man, pluck them all out & flush them down the toilet bowl. It's okay, pjs are coooool. Ha ha.

Valerie, yeah okay.. Thanks (: Yeah, I guess..

Mer, yeah okay thanks Mer (: Wo ai ni too.

"Memories, what more 1 year plus?
Its hard, learn to let go slowly.
Or else you are gonna suffer. Not anyone else."

It's here again.. <3's heavy.

Here without you,

Friday, May 19

Nat, but how do you even take them off man! You're seriously gonna write hello on it? Haha! Totally, we're the cool jumplets! Why do they remind you of that?! Okay let's go get more more more!

Debbie, okay. Not thinking about it really does work.. But haaaa that only works in the day when I've got stuff to do. Nvm la, it's okay (:

Novelyn, haha yuppp (: Okay..

Owny, haha okay man! We must be happy owny & fishy forever & ever no amen! It's never ending! Yeah, I'll try.. I lllOOOOvvvEEee you <3>

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true


This song, I'll never forget. It's these precious & wonderful memories which will stay with me forever.

1 year 4 months & 22 days, every single thing around me, you. Ants to patrick, you. Too used to it? Good or bad? Not really feeling.. Oh the times. (Haaaa, not making sense)

The night tortures me :l I wonder when,

Thursday, May 18

Owny, yeah, dont think dont think. You dont think too la haaaa. Oh man, it's thursday today. I love you very much too <3>

Singh, yo.

Debbie, haha okay thanks debbie. But ah, haiya. Okay I love Debbie too (:

Nat, dont sell anymore?! But why! Okay okay, nvm la. Mm, yeah. Have fun tmr (:

Great, I got grounded for the rest of this week for reaching home late on a week day. But it's okay. Wont spend anymore money & I can stay home & ... I dont know what I'm gonna do at home. Computer's still spoilt, still using my dad's. I know, rot.

Ah, not going out with 3a today. That's quite sad ah. But then again, maybe I wouldnt go even if I could. I'll probably just destroy the mood or something la. & I just feel like rotting. Haaaa. Dont really feel like going out. & it's not like I've got the money too anw. Parents refuse to give me more.

I know you're tired & irritated with my problem. I'm sorry but I just, still cant talk about this kind of things face to face. Even after telling myself I have to, I still couldnt. It's know it's been long but, I'm sorry, I still cant. & I really felt like we were really gonna have a long good talk but in the end I still couldnt. Haiya.. Last night, I kept walking here & there cos actually, I wanted to go to the playground. But I was afraid you didnt want to & anw, even if we were to go there, I still dont think I would talk. So yeah, wanted to walk you out instead. But.. Yeah..

I thought about what you said &.. Yeah, maybe things will be better that way then. I've got nothing more to say / ask about it I guess.

Tuesday, May 16

Sean, I miss you tooooooo twinnnn!

Ahhhhhhhh. Today's such a horrible day.

Woke up in the morning to go make my IC & stuff. After I finished bathing, a while after I stepped into my sister's room, my mother came. & they started arguing & arguing about her computer. Cos she has to pay $ just cos she still wants her photos & doesnt wanna just wipe everything out herself.

Wanted to wear shoes today. But couldnt find them. Neither could my maid. Where the hell did she put them la walao >:( Sis & mother continued arguing & arguing. Urgh, so noisy. It was like nothing could stop them from shouting at each other, even after my dad told them to stop.

Dropped them off. Dad went to make my IC with me. Stupid person la walao. Now I understand when people say what, fringe cannot cover where & where. My fringe wasnt even touching my eyes la walao. I already put water you want me to clip?! Actually, after I put water it was totally away from my eyebrows! & the other girl, her fringe was short la what do you want her to do?! It's not even touching her eyebrows!! Stupid people. Something wrong. They should go & die. Now, my IC photo's screwed cos I pinned my hair up. My dad was so angry with me >:( Urgh.

Came home, person came to take my sister's computer away to repair. He says my computer has got alot alot of viruses. Cos I use Ares. HAIYA now where am I gonna get my songs from. Now I gotta save all my stuff & wipeout everything again >:( Finished watching the whole of snow angel today. That's how bored I am. Having tuition later. I dont want la >:(

I cant stop thinking. What was I thinking man. Actually, I dont even know if what I did was a good thing or a bad thing. Ah, it's over & I already did that. When you shook your head, I was just totally ....... Haiya, it's wednesday tmr. Dont you wonder what thursday's gonna be like..




>:(







Or should I be :'(

Sunday, May 14

Debbie, hahaha somebody told me that before also! Was it you? Haha the.. Can imagine me going -_- hahaha.

Owny, hahaha nyny! _ _ _ _Y! Haaaaaaaa :D Dont worry, I wont tell! Hahaha. Yes all our names are coolios! Cos we are coolios! Hahaha. I love youuuuuuuu alot too!

1 good thing that happened today-> My mother bought friend icecream. Yay.

Stupid shittttt la >:( My internet cant work. Using my dad's computer. Cos mine's wireless & the thing's connected to my sister's computer. & since her computer's spoilt, now my internet cant work! >:( How irritating la urgh.

Anw, spent almost the whole of today watching tv & falling asleep while watching tv. Yeah, that's all I've done! Re watching snow angel again. There's nothing else to do, since my stupid internet simply just refuses to work. (Not exactly la)

I told my mother I dont want wireless already la! It always disconnects by itself la, something's wrong with it. & mine has to be the one that's not connected to the thing. Urgggggggh.

So irritating >:( & to make things worse, .. I still dont know. Actually, that isnt making things worse. The internet thing is making it worse. Cos obviously that's ........... Haaaaaaaa understand? NO. Goodbye.

Actually, I do know. But, I dont know. You know? NO. &, I miss you. Goodbye.

Saturday, May 13

Happy birthday, MER! Wo ai niii! :D Pumaaa!

Mer, hahahaha I'm gonna put the VIDEO! Hahahaha ;D No la, one day la. I'm lazy hahaha. Nike, just laugh. Hahaha Puma's still the best! Hahaha.

Red lips, ooh lala! My greatest admirer eh! Grater than Louisa? Hahaha kidding! Mamasaaan!

Owny, hahaha yeah man, today was awesome! :D & you know that I love you toooo right? <3> Haha :D

Haheho, met owny owner phiney in town! We're totally in lllOOOoovvvVVveeE man HAHAhaha look! Oh no, caught :X HAHA -_-


Today was a super broke day I decided not to go back to get that top! & that's sad. I'm quite lazy to call them cos I gotta look for the number & stuff. But then, I feel so bad! The people there are like so nice & then I ....... Haha.

Sat at Galilee for quite long! We were supposed to take 1001 pictures today! Butttttt, HAHAHA. Yeah, took printprint! Hahaha I love my owny owner phiney. You know I love you so much dont you! Hahaha. Watched Poseidon again. Omg man. Hahaha that show hahaha.

We wanted to eat. Took quite long to decide where to have our dinner. Finally decided on... Tiong Bahru Market! Hahahaha. Yummy (: I was so full! Hahaha. Sumaymay joined us for dinner! Omg, she was so high la. It was damn funny. Haha cabbed to town to DDR! Then cabbed to Sumaymay's house & watched L word. Haha yeaaaaah. Cabbed home with nyny after that! I like calling Jo nyny now hahaha! & I'm gonna tell the whole world your secret! Hahahaha! 5 letters! HahahaHA! Oh yes, thankyou for the bearbear! It's so cute laaaa :D Haha.

Jo: Owny owner phiney! So she's NYNY!
Sumay: Banana! So she's NANA!
& I'm: Fishy! But, shyshy?! Hahaha so, SHEESHEE!
HAHA of all things sheeshee -_-

Okay, many pictures today!


Okay, I'm going crazy uploading already. Hahaha. Shall upload the rest tmr (:

What to do, what to do. Oh what what what to do. Hooow loooooong :'(