Alooooot of photos!!! (:

K so! Yesterday's wedding dinner! Laughed quite abit, I mean, that's something that will never not happen when my cousins are around hahaha! Greta came back from London! Superrr funny, the auto flush toilets freaked her out. She thought there was a camera in the toilet, & people were watching to see when you were done peeing!! Hahahahahaha!! K anw, the dinner was fine, we kept going to the nice toilet (: ALLLLL the kids are so cute!! Like, ALLLLL. I loveeee cute kids :D If Nat was there she'd probably faint hahaha!! K enough of typing, picture time!

Wedding lunch! (:


The cutest boy EVERRRRRR!




His sister Laura (:




Soooo cute!



Sharleneeee!




Look at the 2 kids behind hahaha




SO CUTEEEE! HAHA!


Hiding in the kitchen, away from the crowd haha






This is my maid haha


HAHA


Greta's shiningggg haha


I look horrid but I'm still gonna post this anw cos she's so cuteee!




All daa couzinzzz


Not ready!




Listening attentively hahaha! To her talk!!


Loveydovey :D




AHHHH


The cutest of the cutest. He kissed me you know!!!!!! :D :O :D :O




At the salon haha!


At the dinner! (:










Eh lynjie!!


YUCKS my hair hahahaha


Daddddy!






?! HAHA!


Sharmaine! (:


Super cuteee la. Sharlene & Sharmaine are wearing the same dress haha!






It was him!! Hahaha!




I look tall :O






HAHA! I was trying very hard to stretch my hand as far as possible!




AWWWW




This photo was taken at 7.07 on 070707 (:




Or maybe it was this haha!






She's not that ugly!! It's Sharmaine! (:


Malcolm!!!! :D He opened the door for us you know! This young gentleman :D


Retardssss! HAHA!


Today! Met Sraine & Pastor Gary, blah blah (: Came home, Xt came over! We baked! Baking disasterrrr!!! We baked about, 17 cupcakes. HAHA we threw it all away!! It was super yucky. Like, tasteless play-doh which smelt like man tous!! Hahaaha! We kept laughing though, it was super funny haha!

Putting them in to the oven!










I was half coughing, half laughing.


Grosssssss


We threw all this away : /


Haha we kept laughing at this, I dont know why. This muffin was bought!!


FINALLY! That was tiring!! Hahaha byeeeeee. 60 or 70+ photos if I'm not wrong!! HAHA.

HELLLLO :D

Haha today's a good day (: A very good day. K so, I cancelled tuition cos I needed more sleep. & at 1+, I met Sister Lorraine & Pastor Gary. I'm just gonna type it here since, it was what I did today right? So yeah, it was wonderful (:

:D I feel so much lighter, like SERIOUSLY. I'm FREEEE :D Lord I lift it all up into your hands.
:D I'm super duper happy & hungry cos I havent eaten for the whole day haha
:D &, I really wanna grow alot more spiritually. Grow & Soarrrr :D
:D I just set a new goal for myself (: A long-term goal!
:D Determined to totally get out of this whole "thing". 1/2 done! (: Maybe 3/4!
:D Not gonna let the devil get me! Hahaha!
:D Mock me or whatever, it's not gonna bring me down / get in the way of me getting closer to God. It's so childish. I mean, if you dont like it & you dont wanna be supportive, keep your thoughts to yourself right? It kinda shows what kind of a person you are too, doesnt it. Having a friend make fun of what you can really find true happiness in.

You have shown me Your awesome love
& You've won my heart
I'll wear forgiveness like a crown
& lay every burden down at the foot of the cross (:

I cant wait for the rest to meet up with them (: K I'm gonna blog again later HAHA. To post yesterday's pictures. & maybe more pictures from today! Byeeee!

TtttIIrrRReEEDddD!

Too tired to post pictures. The wedding was quite interesting (: Like, the tea ceremony, not being able to look at the bride when she walks in (HAHA), and attending a wedding at acsi, the church there. & lunch at the student activity centre there. (?!) Like, catered food la. But still! You know.

Oh oh, so cool! The church there never held weddings before? Today was the first! & check the date out man! 070707! Haha! How cooolz. Went to the salon after that, curled my hair! I told her I wanted like, just, small little waves, not curls, but, you know? Like half curls. & I dont know what she did -_- But oh well, it wasnt that bad.

Dinner at Shangri La. With my funky cousins. HAHA!

I'll blog more tmr la! Goodnight!

I've concluded that, I'm super duper... Discipline-less ): Busy weekend here I come!!!!!! : /

!@#$%
I just feel like saying this, I love you Mer! Breaks maaa heartttt, when you're like this.

Okay my goal for tonight is to finish all my homework. Alot of homework!! Like, including overdue ones. Plus I'm gonna study for next week's chem test. & I'll come to the computer for short breaks! Disciplinenenene Lyannenene!

Sunday's gonna be scary ): I think I'm gonna be really scared at first. Oh my, & I'll be having tuition in the morning first. Thennnn, in the afternoon, ahhhh! I'm not scared I'm not scared. I dont even know why I'm so scared. I shouldnt be right! Okay (:

Cousin's wedding's tmr! For like, the whole entire dayayay. 730am till midnight or something. Tmr's gonna be a long, dress-y day!

Looks like a scribble on the floor right. Haha! You know, when you wanna make a ribbon curl? Then you do the scissors thing? Haha! Nat did it to this, with her nails! We laughed like mad la. We plucked this from my head btw!! Hahaha!


K bye!

Met up with Sraine today! (: It was, hmm, good! :D :D :D Like, now I feel better. I know what I should do now! I know what to do when I think about it. &, yeah (: Soon it wont bother me anymore! Seriously, I'm never gonna do such a thing again. Like, NEVER! Why did I do it ughhhh. Oh well, I know what to do! Admit I did it & let it gooo :D Yay, thankyou sraineeeee. Okay she wont see this but yeah haha!

Mamamia. School was fine la, nothing much! Same old same old! (: I need to be more disciplinedddd! I need to stay away from the computer! Haha : /

Yohoho!

I was so tired today! I dont know why! I slept earlier laaaa. K anw, yay it's thursday tmr already :D Had pe today, got back our cca points thing. Mine's totally not calculated properly laaaa. Unless it's cos I didnt go for a single training this year. But, cant be what?!

So anw, Nat & I didnt change back into our uniform till 2! & you know that new Pe teacher? Not Mr Tang. The one with braces. Oh my goodnessss!!!! We all wanted to saw his head off!! He was our relief teacher for PC, Mr Ng went for some thing. & like, PC right?! So Nat & I left our bags downstairs cos Bio was next. We forgot we were supposed to do english during PC! So when we went up, that mr blah scolded us. Like,

Blah: "Why are the both of you still in your pe attire?"
Us: "Uhhhhhh" Then we kept looking at each other and ignoring him? Yeah.
Blah: "I'm talking to the two of you!" (Wanted to slap his face)
Me: "Uhhh, cos we havent changed?" (I mean it was quite obvious there wasnt a reason right?)
Blah: "OBVIOUSLY?!?! I know that!" (Then why'd you ask HELLO?!?!)
So then we continued ignoring him
Blah: "Where are your bags? How can you come to class without your bags?"
& then he made us stand.

Then he called us out of the class. Blah..... & we were supposed to go back in & do our essay. But like uh, we didnt. So he came from behind us & went "From just now, write this much. Now, still like that?!" (It was the question HAHA!) & he didnt wanna let us off, even though we had Bio next cos he says we entered his class late. Like go and die laaaaa you're just a relief teacher okay. We werent even supposed to finish the essay by today! So Mehreen went to, you know, tell him. Nat & Singh were like, "fight fight fight!" Haha cos their conversation seemed really.. Heated. Haha! I remember Marissa walking past us saying "He's such a turn off" HAHAHA.

I'm superrr sad. Cos I wont be going to church this week. Like even though I get to do my hair & dress up & stuff, I'd rather go for church. That's how much I wanna go this week. OKAY LA! Bye!

Hi LimSingh!

Last week at church!

I hate this! I totally feel like I'm making a big fuss out of nothing but then again I'm so affected by it. I bet nobody out there really really knows what I'm talking about. Cos I cant bring myself to even talk about it. All I'll do is cry like a baby hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

So anw, shopping at Vivo after school with my Ma & Sis. Waited in school for them for what seemed like a million years -_- If you saw me at Vivo, my face was probably like this ... >:(

I sound like such a spoilt brat, ugh. So anw, mummy if you're reading this, not that I wasnt grateful that you bought the stuff for me! I just got soooo irritated when you started rushing me like mad even after you assured me we've got all the time in the world & made me sound like an idiot for rushing you to come pick me up. I couldnt even look around properly? & when you told me I shouldnt have wasted my time looking for other stuff, not what I really needed like my jeans and dress. Cos I already told you right from the start. I even went to try it & you told me NO.

K I'm glad today's over. Well, almost. Bye!

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cos I cant do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

I was so happy about being able to sleep in today! But guess what, I got woken up by silly drilling + hammering at 930! Construction work at my neighbour's house >:( I continued to lie in bed till 1030? Then I gave up trying to ignore the noise.

After a while it stopped, so I decided to take a nap. Then guess whutttt, it started -_- Pissed me off la walao! >:@ So I blasted music from my computer, plus into my ears with my pod. But irritatingly, I could still hear it! So I slept sideways, put a pillow on top of my "exposed" ear, and totally covered myself with the blanket & napped till 5+.

Today's supposed to be study + catch up with my sleep day! & both cant be done with noise!! Rahhhhh.

Hurry come, thursday! I'm not like, being emo. But seriously, it's bringing me down.

Yucks I look gross. I just cried here, my eyes were much smaller than usual. But whatever, I'm really glad she came (: I still love you, twinny twin twin!

So anw, Played out - reality bites was SO good for me. SO glad I went, thank God I went! I feel so much better! About that silly thing I did in the past. Like, I admit that I've become more mature through that experience, which was wrong. But certain things I feel like, it will stay with me for life, like, scarred. You know? Sigh, oh well. I'm sorry Lord, please free me off my past.

Actually, I went up with Resa. But when the person started praying, wow. Totally what I was thinking. & I just totally broke down & cried my eyeballs out.

I love my church (: I love all the sisters! They're all so nice!! Like seriouslylylylylylyyy! I love Sister Francesca & Lorraine! Whatever sister fran said to me made me feel sooo much better. Like now I really REALLY wanna continue to grow so much more spiritually. Step by step, I can do it (: My goal for this week -> Confess my sins to them with my mouth.

I know this is a very holy post. You know, the more I find out about the negative things people say about us being so holy, the more I wanna be holy. I'm not doing that in a, dot dot dot whatever, way. But seriously, if you just know & understand how we feel, how much our lives have changed (obviously for the better) & stuff, you'll know why! & you'd probably feel like that too! Like, I'm just sick of it & it doesnt affect me. I mean, it's really .... la okay. & hello, if you dont like it, dont tell us right?! I'm thankful for the 3 true holy friends I've got. Love them to daaa coreee!

Call me holy but,
"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you falsely and say all kinds of evil against you because of me"

Today's photos are so ugly ): Like either blur / horrible looking. So I'm only uploading these 2, shall wait for them to send me the remaining few! (:

Loves ♥ of my life (:

We stand & lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down & worship him now
How great, how awesome is He (: