Owny, yeah.. The corners >:( I shall do it another day la. I'm lazy haha. Dont think about it! It's so .. -_- one. Hahaha yeah. I love you alot alot too too! Haha.
Red lips, haha yeah! Let's all buy soon okay! Louisa cheated us hahaha.
Shihui, haha yeah both my parents will be gone.. That's quite sad. Can go already :D & it's like, tmr! Cant wait! :D Haha I dont think I'll be going to school eh. I dont wanna go.. Haha yeah. & my mama allows. So I dont think I'll be going!
Emelia, hahaha it's okay! I was tired. & I think even if I didnt fall asleep I'd still watch it again! Haha why are you apologising mo!! It's not your fault at all! Hahaha yeah okay (:
Hello,
Watched Over the Hedge today (:
Just when I thought things were going the right way. Just when I thought I was gonna be fine.. The moment I saw you, everything just ... Went the other way. Couldnt help it, broke down & just, cried & cried.
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Yeah okay. I'm sorry I didnt tell you? We dont msg or talk on the phone & all. We only talk online sometimes & during that period my internet wasnt working, that's why I didnt come online for dont know how many days in a row. Which means, I couldnt talk to you online. &, you see, do you tell me stuff? You never do, since sec 1? Maybe you'll tell sometimes like a little here & there. But, hardly. Like how you found out about Juli & I from others, I find out stuff about you since sec 1 till now from other people most of the time.
I called her to tell her about the whole thing & everything that happened on that day, I didnt tell her anything I didnt tell you. I just wanted to let her know everything. & you were talking to Wayne anw.
& it's not that the baananas are more important to me than iClique. The baananas-> Jo Juli Sumay Laura Zhiyi Sasha. Jo, yeah.. Juli, you know what happened, we arent even talking. Sumay Zhiyi & Sasha, I'm not that close to them. Sumay & I only talk when we see each other in school. Laura, yeah she's my classmate & we arent that close. Zhiyi, we say hi & bye in school, sometimes I tag her board, & write testimonials. Sasha, I hardly talk to her, only sometimes. Yes they still are important to me & I love the baananas! But, iClique & the baananas are just, different! Baananas are like, play here play there with each other, laugh here laugh there kind of friends. iClique is like, those kind of I'll always be here for you, I love you kind of clique. Haiya, it's just different! You understand? (Well, this is how I feel la)
It's not that I dont care about you / forgot about the times we used to spend together. I do miss the times & stuff. But, things just happen. I dont know what / how it happened but things changed. & it is a sad thing.
Do you really think that if you 2 never got together we wouldnt be close? I mean, there's still others like, Juli or others? If I never knew her, I dont know where I'd be now. My life would probably be much.. Worse.. Is that what you want?
It really affected me when you said you dont wanna be my - anymore if it's keeping up this way. Does being your - mean not getting close to anybody else? This isnt the first time. I didnt plan for us to drift & neither did I want it to happen. I'm sorry it just, happened.
I really dont wanna lose you or her. & I'm not saying that for the sake of saying it. But everytime you do this, it affects all of us. I really hope you understand & not do this kind of things / feel this way again.
Yeah okay, if that's how you really feel. If you think that's what you'll be better off as. Maybe if you really really put all your heart & soul into your relationships, & really try your best to do what's right, things would be different.
So, do you still wanna be like how we were like before? We could start by having more iClique outings. Just remember that you'll always be my twin & I dont want you to feel .. or anything. But then, please dont do this to me anymore. I'm sorry we dont really talk anymore. Love you (: