I realised I DO have some photos with Mer!! K, not proper ones. Haha! I forgot all about these photos!







Blogger sucks, seriously. I still cant upload photos. Had to use photobucket.

K anw, Bio prac for prelims today. Screweddddddddd. I did one part wrongly ): I hate myself ): Study study study. Wonderful (: Hanwei & I were being nerds on the way home again. My amath is REALLY bad : /

Always you’re with me
Your hand will lift me
My trust is in your hands

You are faithful
Your joy is my strength

:D :D :D

Hihihihi, guess what! (K I'm not supposed to be online & blogging & stuffff) But anwww! I slept with the lights OFFFF. Okay, I know, dumb. Like, doesnt everybody do that?! Not me! Ohhh the power of the Lord (: HAHA.

I seriously think I'm starting to prioritise. Good job Lyanne :D & I've learnt to persevere. Like, if I dont see my prayers being answered immediately, I'm not gonna give upppp. Love this feeling :D

Bio prac tmr, for prelims : / Just like what Sraine said, I'm gonna.... Kick book buttt!!

Lord you are my God
I rely on You
I put my hope in things not seen
Your promises, all true

You are faithful
Your joy is my strength

Went running with daa neighneigh! I feel healthy (: Havent exercised in like, a million years! Anw, my plan to sleep in the dark kinda FAILEDDDD. I couldnt even stand a few seconds in darkness. So, I've concluded that..... I'm afraid of the dark ): I'll overcome this fear, I dont care!!

"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand & says to you, do not fear; I will help you" Isaiah 41:13

When I woke up, I thought about Renasa leaving next year. & Oh my goodnesssss, I seriously cant imagine how it's gonna be like at the airport!! I think my tears alone would be able to flood the whole of singapore. Together with Mer, we'll conquer the worlddddd! :'(

Cant believe they're leaving. Seriouslyyyyyyyyy. My life will be incomplete!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha. Ok. But like. Really really. 2 of the people I hold... Not close to my heart!! Like like like, DEEEEEEP INSIDE my heart! Leavingggg leavingggg leavingggg leavingggg....... Oh my goodness. Like, I could cry NOW.

Maybe I'll explode on the day they leave. You know? Like, cos the holes at my eyes where my tears come out is too small. So I'll just.. Explode in tears. I'm gonna be so depressed after that!!!! I better stop thinking about this now & start worrying & getting depressed after my O's. Amen.

But but but, oh my goodness. Sister Fran will be leaving this year!! Even before them. How sad is thissssssssssssssssssss. I wanna put this big glass bowl over singapore. So nobody can leave!! ): ): ): K I shant think about it. I wanna eat McFlurry!!

Blogger sucks. I cant upload pictures >:(

Shalaaaaaa. Hahaha!

K church was alright. Good (: Squishing the devil under my feet & turning was funny! Hahaha. Sihui & Yiwen came today (: Yeahhh mannn. Hahaha so anw, I'm gonna sleep with the lights off for the first time in a million years. I'm gonna exercise my authority! & I'm determined to study. Now that I know I wont be studying at home, I can do it!!!!!! I betterrrr.

Freedom is ours, we take it up, we take it up!
This is stuck in my head

Okaaaaay, I was supposed to study at home but I was rather distracted. So I decided to go to school to study! & yeah, it was alrighttt. I think Hanwei almost died trying to teach me Permutations & Combinations. Seriously, I hate that chapter & I jussst donttt gettt itttt. K I know alot of people find it easy but I just dont get it -_- I'm gonna ask Sister Fran tmr (:

I've got a schedule. A studystudystudy schedule (: Velly good. I'm gonna stick to it. I'll be going for night study even if it means going alone. I'll be going to church to study with Mer every thursday and friday. Every saturday we'll be going to church early to study too, Sraine's gonna book us a room (: Loverrrrly mamaaaa, I'm gonna study like this, since I cant study at home.

K done! Wonderrrful! Bye!

I wanna feel that sense of satisfaction after a long study session ): I've got a big study problem.

Oh wellll, on a lighter note, there's church tmr :D

:S :S :S

"[By Faith] Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

K I cant find the video of Joanna. I couldnt watch her sing cos I wasnt home on monday night! I thought it would be on youtube, but nooo. All the other videos of her are gone tooo! ):

Today's ... Mad. Haha! Honey's crazy, like seriouslyyyy. Haha K anw, Mrs Leong told us to be early for Bio & she came late. But she still let us off early. While waiting for her, Nat Lou Honey & I took photos! (: Stayed back for a while after that. I laughed so hard, I felt like I was gonna get a heart attack! HONEY'S MAAAD.

Yucks!!!!!!! Hahaha I wanna cut my face away.

I look horriddd
HAHAHA Louisa looks possessed, Nat looks rather normal, I look like I live in a cottage all by myself in the forest, chopping wood all day. & HONEY! HONEY looks like a prawn that cant swim straight! Or a frozen caveman! HAHA oh my goodness.

So here are the photos, classmates! Hahaha I blogged early cos of this. & I really posted all, even the ones where I look horrible in. The gui lian one's really funny!!! Goodbye :D

Happy birthday daddy (:
I love my daddy ♥

"Draw near to God and He will draw near to you" James 4:8

RAAAAAAAAH >:(

I was supposed to have tuition today. But!!! I dont have a tuition teacher!!! :O :O :O Cant believe it -_- I was supposed to study in the afternoon but I ended up taking a nap!! Hate this!! I really need to study ): Called Xt, asked if she wanted to have dinner together! & she wanted to swim. Sooo, we went swimming, then for dinner. Spent money on rubbish stuffff again. Rah! Haha.

Then she wanted to take cool shots! Hahaha.
I laughed hahaha.
Shucks why'd I make such an ugly face!! The background's niceee.
Stupid flash, so bright laaa -_-
Hahaha our sucky photography skills
PICTURE OF THE DAY

This has been stuck in my head!!
Come holy spirit fall on me now
I need Your anointing
Come in Your power
I love You holy spirit
You're captivating my soul
& everyday I grow to love You more (:

Today's such a cold day. Either that or I'm being missed HAHA. I keep sneezing! K bye!

Choochooooo! It's my dad's birthday tmr! We had lunch with his church peepzzz yesterday after the blessing of his new smelly huge warehouse. Like, 26 people altogether. I took the receipt from my dad cos I wanted to see it! & then... :O :O :O. The gst & service charge is mad! K I guess it was cos the dinner was expensive. But like, you know, the gst was $67 & service charge was $52! Hello?!?!?!

K like, I dont really feel like blogging about my yesterday & stuff haha. So, yeah I'll just do this thing! From Mer! Hahaha. 10 weird habits or facts about yourself.

#1! I sleep & behave like a pig!!
#2! I love going to church & I always get so excited over it. I bet you think I'm weird now HAHA.
#3! I'm craving for capsicums in some kind of baked riceeeee. Mmmm (:
#4! I cant sleep with the lights off. Hahahaaaaa!! Like, C-A-N-T! But that darkdaaark night will come one day (: I'll be brave (:
#5! I get quite worried when the thought of my sister driving us to dinner tonight comes into my mind. HAHA lyn jie dont kill me.
#6! I love falling asleep while talking on the phone! Hahaha! I just like it la okay. I'm weird.
#7! I have this really bad habit, like, since I was young. I always put my shirt over my nose. Sometimes when I do that, I'll get sleepy. Like, it calms me down. Hahahahaha cant believe I just typed that.
#8! I stopped tuition!! :O Hope I didnt do the wrong thing, like, 2 weeks before my prelims?! But seriously, she wasnt very good. All 4 of us stopped together. She just lost $60+ x 4 a week!! :O
#9! My pig senses are tingling. I need to eat HAHAHA.
#10! & I'm gonna do that now, bye!

Hihiiii! Hahaha!

Didnt go to school today! Yay, didnt have to wake up at 5+ (: Lovely sleeep. Haha! But like, I went to school at 230 -_- For Charles Barton. Really seriously a waste of time. If they're gonna have it again next year, dont go!!! I didnt learn anything. Haha! Night study after that with Mer. Quite productive (: I finished 1 chapter of geog! Plus I finished 1 chapter of bio this morning! & I'm gonna tryyy to complete 1 more chapter of geog later! Yummm (:

Met Gabriel for a while after that. Walked home for Bukit Panjang Plaza!! Hahaha! But surprisingly I didnt find it far or anything. Yuppp. So like, I started thinking & talking about my past. Haha! K nvm, & since I have no photos to post, I shall post some, random old ones! All taken in the month of october last year!

Halloween

Nehs. Hmm haha, I still have mine! Haha!
There was alot of this last october! Haha!
Hi Joooo, if you're reading this. Haha I went to bukit panjang plaza & thought of you & the day we sat at the garden place & had sushi. Haha!
I MISS DEBBBIEEEE. You know! She gave me this sad sad sad note on the last day of school ): Like she knew this was gonna happen, that we dont talk as much as before anymore! & I look at it everyday! I stuck it in front of my table, so yeah. I look like rubbish here but whatever. Haha I mean, she hugged me when she was all sweaty from playing basketball?!

Yay tmr's saturday (:

"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:2

My goodness, I wanted to search for verses which will let me feel.. At peace. Cos I keep feeling so super scared! & then! I went to biblegateway.com & the verse of the day was,

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

Totallllyyyy (: Thank you Lord (: Cant wait for saturday!

I'm a pig ):

K I think like, I'm gonna start studying hard already. Like, really. This time I'm not kidding! I started abitttt of bio already. I just need to sit down and START. Start start start, I just need to start & get myself going.

Poooot. School's been alright I guess. I've been rather tired though : / K I wanna study & I dont wanna go to school tmr! Charles Barton was a waste of $ & time -_- He's just funny & interesting but I didnt learn anythingggg. HellooooOOOooo. Maybe tmr will be better!!

Okie doks byebye!

Oh the wonderful cross.
"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength"
I'm not afraid (:

Yay I'm really happy now (: I'm gonna growwww grow grow grow.

GggGGrRrooOOOwwWWw :D

K anw! Went shopping with my mum. Not exactly shopping la. Only went to the River Island sale (: But RAHHH couldnt find my gray jeans la ): So, ya. Will be going back another day! Bought super alot of food!! Hahaha (: I like it when my house is like that, like, all stocked up (:

My mum always says "I feel so safe, even if there's a war now & all the shops are closed, we dont have to worry" HAHA.
& then I'll say, "Yay dont have to worry whenever I get hungry in the middle of the night anymore!"
& then while paying for the food, she ALWAYS says "Wah very good, make our taxi trip more worth it" Hahaha.

Gabriel ahhh! K anw, got mvp qing ren vcds from him! Haha & started watching it (: I love gaoxing la. Super coool 8) :D Hahaha! That show bring back super alot of memories! I keeeept laughing while watching!! Super action!! Hahaha!

Mer said she saw this on the Ignyte website! It's Rodelle hugging Resa & Sister Fran hugging me & the both of them praying for us. Aww, thisss day (:

& I thought this was super funny. Look at all of them!

Meeeeet..... SRAINE! HAHA!Kkkkk bye! (:

OH MAA GOODNESSS (in the funny way that makes Mer laugh)

Today's such a good day (: K anw, met Mer at Holland first! Sorry I was lateee!!! Then righttt, we went for the Acs International funfair thing. Stayed for a while, with Kim the twin! (: Havent like, spent time with her for soooo long laaaa. Oh ya! Watched Shun perform! He's really good. Hi Shun if you're reading this, you're really good (: HAHA.

Twintwin! We dont look alike anymore though : / haha. She looks so cute here haha!


Kim & Mer :D


KimberLyanne (: HAHA!




Shun performing!!! Havent seen him for so long (:


K then righttt, church, wasssss, wonderfullllllulul! Like really really (: I think today's the best day at church ever! Not just cos of that. But like, the worship & stuff too (: Wahhhhhhhh. K I'm about to start sounding super holy again (: But like, ya, really. I think I sang my heart out today HAHA. Like realleh realleh mann.

Then like, I went from.. Super excited -> super stressed & scared -> super discouraged (I really gave up, I couldnt feel anytttthinggg!) -> Okay I'm gonna try -> YAAAAAAAY :D

Thank you Lord man!!! Hahahaha (: & Sister Fran is so super nice + sweet la (: Like, she never gave up on me, even though I already gave up on myself?! She kept telling me she believes in me & stuff. That was when I told myself, k I'm gonna TRY AGAIN. Then I did it (: Even though I took really long & I was probably the last one left, she still stayed with me! Even though it meant going behind the screen! If it wasnt for her I probably still wouldnt be able to .... now la (: I'm superrr happy. For both Mer& I! :D

K goodnight, I should stop typing now. Bye!

Superrr looking forward to tmr (: I feel the need & the want!

I feel like watching some chinese drama thing. Like, those super typical storyline drama cry here cry there shows! Like, mvp qing ren HAHA. But my sis lent it to her friend & never got it back! ): Rah, maybe I'll watch something else.

Or maybe, I'll read the wonderful addictive book (: Like really really la, so far, for all the times I've taken the book out to like, flip to some random chapter, somehow I'll always be like :O at part of the chapter. Super relevant! I love the book, seriously. After I read it, Mer will! Then Hanwei! Then Resa. Whoo, I better wrap the book (: After this book I shall go hunt for another wonderful one (:

K nothing much to say about my day! Other than, my tuition teacher cancelled on me 10 minutes before tuition. I had questions to ask okay ):

Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand,
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You

K I wasnt gonna blog today. But oh well, I've got nothing to do now. I'm dead tiredddd. Like, I'd probably fall asleep in a few seconds after I lie on my bed with my eyes closed. But no I'm not going to yet. Haha! K anw, met Gabriel after school today! Walked quite alot today! Around, marina city link suntec blah. Haha! Yep, tried studying bio but nothing went in so I did some geoggg (:

K la! My eyes are closing, really really. Goodbyeeee!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Yesterday's pictures!

Went for night study today! & I found out that the english thing's next week for my class! So I'm free tmr & friday (: Yay! Anw! Went to Vivo after school & before night study with Mer & Hanwei! Bought 2 books at PageOne. Yummmmy! The power of a praying teen & 500 cupcakes & muffins :D I'm super happy with both books la, esp the first one. It's toootaalllyyy for a teen like me! Hahaha cant wait to read it! Actually I think i'll read it now haha! Stupid blogger, cant upload my pictures ): Had to use photobucket again.

K, I wanna go read the book now :D Byebye! :D

Met Xingting, Gabriel and their friend after school in town! Hahaha okay I'm abit distracted now, cant multi task, hahaha bye! :D

You know, I was already so motivated yesterday after meeting Sraine & Pastor Gary right. But today! After meeting Sister Fran! I feel evennn moooreee motivated!! (: Wonderfuuuul, mama! Talked for about 3 hours plus! Wow haha!

"A plant that's being uprooted & planted into a bigger pot" She wrote me this card thing & shared a verse with me. Yaaaaaaaay, sister fran motivates me hahaha. Realllly really man. Like, she says all these things that make me believe in myself & wanna grow so much more (:

"The journey ahead may be long & hard, but with God with you (and me too!), you WILL emerge to be that beautiful princess, conqueror, and warrior in Christ Jesus" Thankyou sister fran :D

Alooooot of photos!!! (:

K so! Yesterday's wedding dinner! Laughed quite abit, I mean, that's something that will never not happen when my cousins are around hahaha! Greta came back from London! Superrr funny, the auto flush toilets freaked her out. She thought there was a camera in the toilet, & people were watching to see when you were done peeing!! Hahahahahaha!! K anw, the dinner was fine, we kept going to the nice toilet (: ALLLLL the kids are so cute!! Like, ALLLLL. I loveeee cute kids :D If Nat was there she'd probably faint hahaha!! K enough of typing, picture time!

Wedding lunch! (:


The cutest boy EVERRRRRR!




His sister Laura (:




Soooo cute!



Sharleneeee!




Look at the 2 kids behind hahaha




SO CUTEEEE! HAHA!


Hiding in the kitchen, away from the crowd haha






This is my maid haha


HAHA


Greta's shiningggg haha


I look horrid but I'm still gonna post this anw cos she's so cuteee!




All daa couzinzzz


Not ready!




Listening attentively hahaha! To her talk!!


Loveydovey :D




AHHHH


The cutest of the cutest. He kissed me you know!!!!!! :D :O :D :O




At the salon haha!


At the dinner! (:










Eh lynjie!!


YUCKS my hair hahahaha


Daddddy!






?! HAHA!


Sharmaine! (:


Super cuteee la. Sharlene & Sharmaine are wearing the same dress haha!






It was him!! Hahaha!




I look tall :O






HAHA! I was trying very hard to stretch my hand as far as possible!




AWWWW




This photo was taken at 7.07 on 070707 (:




Or maybe it was this haha!






She's not that ugly!! It's Sharmaine! (:


Malcolm!!!! :D He opened the door for us you know! This young gentleman :D


Retardssss! HAHA!


Today! Met Sraine & Pastor Gary, blah blah (: Came home, Xt came over! We baked! Baking disasterrrr!!! We baked about, 17 cupcakes. HAHA we threw it all away!! It was super yucky. Like, tasteless play-doh which smelt like man tous!! Hahaaha! We kept laughing though, it was super funny haha!

Putting them in to the oven!










I was half coughing, half laughing.


Grosssssss


We threw all this away : /


Haha we kept laughing at this, I dont know why. This muffin was bought!!


FINALLY! That was tiring!! Hahaha byeeeeee. 60 or 70+ photos if I'm not wrong!! HAHA.