"What do you spend your saturdays doing? Whole day at church? What do you learn there? I always thought you've changed. What do they teach you at church huh? Go there for what?"

You dont know me very well.

"Look at your sister. Last time when she was taking her O's she studied so hard! Look at you now! Wasting your life away, letting your life go down the drain just like that. You cant even be bothered! Last time she kept all her notes nicely & neatly in one file. What about you?! Always tell me you have your own file but why havent I seen it? Always tell me you study but I just dont come into your room when you do. I still dont see you studying! You see, last time your sister, got 9 for her prelims! What about you? Where are you gonna go? Why are you so confident that O's are gonna be easy? Much easier than your prelims? The difference between her O's and prelims was 1 more point! She did better for her prelims! What are you gonna do? What are you doing with your life?"

Thanks alot, mother. All these words you throw at me practically everyday is gonna stay with me. The way you compare me with others, the way you refuse to believe anything I say, the way you put words into my mouth, .......... The way you ALWAYS say things that hurt me and you're just so insensitive and unaware of that. Yes I failed 3 subjects. What about the other 5 I passed? It's almost as if failing 3 means failing everything. & it's totally the end of the world (which probably to you, has no place for me).

Seriously, my parents have no idea what they do to me. I hate this. Like, HATE. Why cant my parents be like those who care more about their child's happiness than results.

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"There's no need to cry. Cry for what?"
Of course you'd say that. You totally dont know what I'm crying about?

You know, I guess I still thank God for them. Cos, well, things could be worse.

I have this really bad habit of not replying people's smses. Ok I'm sorry if like, out of nowhere I stop replying you! Or suddenly take very long : / Or, dont reply at all : /

Went to NaSa's house after tuition! Their mama's so nice hahaha! She helped me pluck my eyebrows and did facial for me :O Hahaha :D Felt goooood! Left for church! No fuel (class) for a few weeks! So church ends at about 7 for now! Went to Kap with Sa after. & OMGOSH we forgot Sraine was leaving! October just sounds so far away but it's like what, in 2 days?! She's leaving for a holiday on thursday but we totally made it seem like she's leaving forever haha! & cos we forgot, we left without saying goodbye or giving her a hug! So after her dinner she came down to Kap to hugggg us goodbye! & we treated her to icecream & bought her kitkat. Ok yes I'll miss Sraineneneneee! Haha! She'll be back in end october HAHA.

My sis drove me home from Kap :O :O :O Her freaking car came today. Cant believe this.

Ok I'm really tired. Like, my eyes are red : / K actually I think those are from my contacts, for some reason. They dont hurt. Ok maybe a little. Ok nvm I'm just, really tired.

Patron's day! Woke up at the time I was supposed to leave the house -_- Met Nat & Mo at Tiong for breakfast! Then we took a bus down to St Teresa's church. You know it was my first time there cos I've skipped the past few Patron's Dayzzzz. Hahaha : / But it was quite alright (: Worth going! I mean, this year it was our turn to hold the candles! (: The walk back to school after that was freaking HOTTT. Ate the yucky muffin, took many pictures, & it was back to class! Graduation rehearsal after that. I was a little lost but there wasnt much to be lost about. Haha! Lunch at Tiong with Nat & Mo again! Ban miannn mmyumm (:

Picturessss! (Super alot)




Eww gross photo -_-




He's super cute! Haha!








Pass it onnnnnnnnn!


Ok pls look at Mehreen behind -_-




Looking gross again : /










I should never ever stand at the back again


Walking back


Looks can be deceiving. I didnt find it yummy. It looks extra small here : /


HAHA look at Nat & I!!!!






HAHAHA this is SOOO FUNNY! Look at Nat & I AGAIN!


Then I think I got too lazy to smile haha!








4A peepz


LouNeh


Hahaha track&field photo. I look gross!!


& now, Nat & I with Vinee & Celine!






Celine! :D


More 4A peepz!


Hahaha JiaRui says she was super thirsty. I've got aloooot of photos of her HAHAHA but nah, I shant post them (:


Sa, Nat, Oliviaaa


Eee why blur ):


Ah Neh :D




Guess who!


Resa & Olivia!


K, now, ugly but nice pictures! Haha (: Ugly as in, I look gross haha. In like uhhh, alot? : /
Example #1 -_-














Alamak! Why do I look so small?




HAHAHA SO NOT READY!


Aww, lovey dovey!


All kinds of emotions hahaha. Blur, sleepy, annoyed, happy!








I was laughing hahaha






THIS IS SUPER FUNNY!! Hahahaha!! Look at all our faces!!!!


Eee why blur again ):


K last photo!

Went running with da neighneigh Xingting! We delayed for super long.

#1 We were supposed to just jog around but ended up going to kap so we had to get money and stuff & she had to change

#2 I needed to glue my broken shoes HAHA! Otherwise I'd have no shoes to run! Half the soles came off HAHA. Lan pokkai.

#3 DUMBO MEEE. I cant believe this, it isnt the first time!! I got SUPERGLUE ALL OVER MY HANDS -_- The tube was stuck to my hands. & super glue is like, so totally cannot be rubbed off. I tried nail polish remover, those chinese oil stuff, cooking oil (hahaha my maid's idea), but noooo, non worked! We even wanted to try turpentine but we didnt have anymore at home! So yeah, my fingers look rather gross & diseased now :'( It's like, rough, dry, white stuff on it!! ):

Ran for only about 1km plus HAHA then walked allll the way to kap from dairy farm. We're such lazy bums. Ate, drank 2 cartons of apple & aloe vera (shared) haha! & we kept laughing, it was quite funny there. Came home, sat on the road & waited for WenJun to pass him stuff haha. Then he joined our conversation & we all lifted our butts off the road and finally walked home at about 940. It's nice having neighbours I know (: Moving away would be so sad! Haha!

Thasssssss ma daaaaeeee yoooo! (: Church tmr! So fassstt!!!