thenext-episode: January 2008

Wednesday, January 30

Grr I editted this post & took away / replaced the unhappy parts.

So anw, school sucks but I think I've decided not to withdraw although I really want to. I'll just pon alot & go on random days where I feel like going to school (Which will probably be very seldom). So yeah, I'll probably be skipping school alot due to my total lack of interest in jc work. I'm most probably going to trinity already. Went to the gym today. The running felt gooood! Everything else that we did............. I think I'm gonna ache tmr. I think I should run more often. Monday! Set.

6th feb 6th feb 6th feb

Monday, January 28

(Happy birthday Debbie Ng Ning! I ♥ you!)

:( Damn sad. Like, freaking sad. I hate this. (No, not results) K anw, results. The only thing that'll make me stay in sg now is like, if I get into CJ & decide that I'm really willing to work hard & do well for A's. But I have this feeling that if I get in, I'll probably like it there & not wanna leave. You know? Yeah... If I dont even get into CJ, I think I may just, not care about school, dye my hair again and everything until I leave for Melbourne in july. Ah ma gad, cant believe this is happening. I'd be SO SUPER SAD to leave sg.

When we went back to collect results. Look at Nat behind HAHA! All ready to crash our picture.

She looks damn small!!!! Hahaha!

Ex classmates! Aww.

Classic stc photo, seriously. In the freaking toilet, of all places.

We dont exactly like this photo but it's the only one I've got! While we were waiting for our results. Haha!

I think he doesnt really like this but, I think it's nice!! I mean not that I like how I look in this photo but. It's a nice photo right.

Spent 34bucks in total. Why?

Cos of this! We were so unlucky. Like our very first TONG, we got the red. AFTER 34bucks we finally got the blue -.- (I know, you're thinking. Wth waste of money waste of time. But, hmm.)

AAAAAAAHAHAHAHA DEREK! Went to his house, & on this day, Isa left for ns. Wahliewz. Oh & it was Singh's birthday too.

At tung's house.

HAHA GROZZZZ. But yummy :) It's supposed to be chocolate fondue HAHA. When I first saw it they said beef rendang & I thought rudy cooked it!! They even told me the beef's inside. Wth I totally believed -.-

Wearing the same thing

Hahaha yesss Rudy & Heitung wearing the same thing. St marg's shirt with fbt haha!

Oh no my hands too short : /

HAHAHAHAha

They look like they're doing some weird dance HAHA. Everytime they swim I'm not prepared to jump into the pool & get wet.

Trying to get a cab but we had to call in the end. & when I got on, like GOT ON, the fare was already at 7bucks wth.

Goodbye! Cant wait for 6th feb, can wait for 8th feb.

Friday, January 25

I hate my results like s.h.i.t. But that's not all that's on my mind right now. This whole period of time is gonna s.u.c.k. biggg timee..... I hate today.

I think I'm about to make a huge big big huge huge big decision. But I'm super extra scared. Should I go to Trinity? My parents want me to go & everything, & I think the studying there would be much better. I'd totally struggle in jc. But, that would mean I have to live alone without my family for a few years, be super independent (which I am NOT), leave my friends and everything, and and and LEAVE IN FREAKING JULY. Which will come in NO time, I bet. My mum actually wanted me to go in march what the hell?!?!? But no I can only go in july. She's calling Trinity now. I'm scared. Super scared. It's like, I think I wanna go but I just cant bring myself to say the simple "yes" to my parents.

So many things to think about.... I think I'm gonna explode & die.

Wednesday, January 23

Hi peepz.

Omg omg omg tmr's the day we get our results back. Freaking scared!!!!!! :( Shittttt, damn scary :( K whatever I'll worry again tmr morning. Since the last time I blogged I've been.. Going to underwater world, town, isa's house. I seriously need to save money. My pocket money isnt enough : / I'm lazy to post all the pictures.

OoOoOoOoh what a nice photoooo :)

Sunday, January 20

Haha omg. I didnt care about my blog at all. Too lazy la. Thenext-episode no more business. Haha k the past week has been, uhhhhh...... I hate school. Haha I really wanna withdraw now, I hate all the work. Or maybe I'm just getting stressed too easily : / Actually I think I should try harder, I dont exactly feel like I'm putting in much effort : / Cant wait to get results back but at the same time I'm SUPER scared. I really wanna get it back so like, if I cant get a jc or decide to go poly or something then I can just totally withdraw NOWWWWWWWW :(

Since the last time I blogged, I've been... Celebrating Isa's birthday at Sentosa, going to church, swimming at Warren with xt, meeting more of Isa, surprising neh on her birthday (failed), going to neh's house, going to sentosa for OG outing, going to church, & I'm about to go to sentosa again later hahaha oh my.