2 more hours till the day I turn 17! Had my birthday lunch & dinner with my parents. Followed by grocery shopping after both meals hahaha! Wasnt very birthdayish though. Lunch was laksa. My mum wanted to go for nice birthdayish dinner but I suggested curry fish head HAHA. Mhmm that was my day. Eat shop slack eat shop.

So everything's all set for tmr. Bought every single thing! Ok actually no. I gotta go get more sausages tmr when I collect coffee bean stuff. 15 isnt enough. & I'll only have 16 slices of pizza. I hope there's enough food :( I'd rather too much to eat, than too little. Pls pls pls pls!!! Ben's gonna be eating sand yay. 1 more person's food.

So many things to bring tmr. So many things to do tmr morning. So many things to pack. Wow wow wow. Hope I dont forget anything!! It'll all be worth it! :) The utensils are the colours of a traffic light!! Hahaha :D Wasnt really planned... I bought yellow cups, then found red plates and green napkins at home. So I decided to get yellow spoons and green forks! :D Wear red yellow or green if you wanna match the untensils, kapamonz! :D See you all tmr.

Ooooh it's my birthday tmr but I dont really feel it. I dont know, it just doesnt feel that soon? Haha k anw. Last saturday in church, I made a decision I should have a very long time ago. Anddd, my time alone with God today was awesome. I totally heard him :)

"I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand."
Psalm 40:1-2

"If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast."
Psalm 139:9-10

Yay today was birthday celebration part 1! :) With Mer Kim Char! Or, iClique. That's what we used to call ourselves in sec 2 haha! Omg totally sec 2 days! My internet's pissing me off, it's so annoying >:(

Went to the mindcafe at Clarke Quay! All the games damn cracked up hahaha!! ESP MAD GAB ah ma gad. Made me laugh like mad. A department store & soothing massage. Hahahha I'll never forget those 2!! Spent time with Isa before & after that :)

Yay! I won the first game. It's a memory game. How did I win...






Hahahaha I look wrong? Just.. Not right. Right? Something's not right.


Mer: "Ok let's start playing!"
Then suddenly, happy birthday to youuu! :)


Yay birthday wish




Make your most retarded face. KIM!!!!! Hahahah.


Another game where char won twice & kim won once.


Stealing her queen!! Haha.














I'm such a shorty worty :(






Nice meeting up with you all today :D Thanks for the cake + presents + company :D Love yalllllz!

I'm a lonely gal cos nobody has time for me :(

& so, I'm gonna go play playstation all by myself while I wait for my phone to ring. I feel like playing something boring to suit my life. Like.. The mary-kate & ashley horse riding game. You know that one? I used to like it alot. But that was a few years back. Finally meeting Isaiah tmr. Like finally you know. I'm dying. Really really. Really. Really.

Say hello to the 4th post of the day -.- -.- -.-

I'm really excited for the 30th of april now :D Birthday picnic under the stars with the kapamons :D I just wish the F21 shipment could come in before that so I'd have more clothes to choose from for the picnic. But I dont think it would : / The hotel's booked, kapamons invited & all except 1 can make it, other birthday thing with iClique (OMG SEC 2 DAYS!!!) settled, now the only thing left is.. food for the picnic! Yay everything's gonna be yummy :) It just sucks that all the food has to be eaten cold -.- Cute coffee bean cupcakes, chocolate strawberries, chewy jr, pizza, hot dogs, mac&cheese (maybe not). Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! I'm actually feeling happy now :) Hope s-u-c-k-y feeling doesnt come back tonight.

Now there's so many things I need to get!!! : /

What is this. My 3rd post of the day. Only shows how bored I am. Everyone's so busy, & I'm so bored. I wanna give my time to everyone haha. I'll just spend my time thinking about food for my birthday picnic under the stars HAHAHA. Yay so exciting :D The only thing is..... Um, I dont know how I'm gonna bring all the food there myself. I mean even if I settled the food and everything by myself, cos everyone's in school / ns, how am I gonna bring it into sentosa?? -.- -.- -.- That's something I gotta think about. My dad wont be in sg :( How siaaaa. Any kapamons end school early? Or like, no training or something? Oh man why must my birthday be on wednesday / cca day.

I feel like shit. & I think God's trying to tell me something. Cant wait for saturday. I wanna go to church.

Edit/
I'm leaving on 29th june / 1st july. I think I've settled my birthday plans. I've settled my apple care protection plans. I want more gossip girl. Come on come on come on.

Never thought I'd say this, I dont know whether I really mean it, but.. I think I kind of sort of cant wait to leave & wouldnt mind if my mum wants to go earlier. It's like, part of me wants to and the other part doesnt. So, I'll just wait till the date I'm leaving is confirmed. Then it's not up to me to choose anymore. I'll just wait for it to come.

When I say forever, I really mean forever. Plssss dont turn out like the previous time.

I wanna be "strong" like superwoman. &, be happy from now till june 15th or 22nd. But I dont even think I can stay happy till my birthday. I think I'm gonna get depressed instead. Nothing's going right. The good feeling I had this afternoon is leaving me.

Yep I'm leaving either 15th or 22nd june. Or possibly 29th. But I may not want that.

Gotta be a strong girl. Met up with Sraineywaineysisterlorrainey today! :) Talking to her was good :) She made me feel so recharged / fresh.... I dont exactly know how to describe it but you know what I mean right. Haha.

Family lunch + shopping yesterday! Omg omg omg I still havent made up my mind about what to do for my birthday? I think I'll drop the idea of a big party & just invite 2 groups of people! ORRR, celebrate with both groups on diff days? Omg I dont know -.- -.- -.-

Last night my sis & I took a million photos with clothes that we wanna sell on sgselltrade. I hope nobody sees them. I look gross retarded disgusting spastic &... FAT. I really mean that & I'm really gonna lose some weight. Alamak what have I done to myself.

I will hunt you down


Ugly #1


Family


Hahaha unglam #1. Some yam thing.




I dont drink chinese tea




I like to dream, watch clouds go by, count the number of stars in the starry starry night sky. I love my window.


A few days ago I had gigantic prawns for lunch. I dont eat the head (SO GROSS). So I played with it. I THINK THE GREEN THING IS IT'S BRAIN! It's not vege. It's like, green jelly. Damn sick!

K I CHANGE MY MIND! Barbecue on the 27th, family dindin on either 28th or 29th, awesome birthday sleepover on 30th.

K now I gotta start thinking of who to invite. EVERYONEEEEE! The my-last-birthday-in-sg-for-the-next-5-yrs thinking is taking over my brain. I wanna invite everyone.

I realised I didnt post this photo

I think I'll find it too stressful having my birthday party at home. Dont exactly enjoy being the host. & now I kinda wanna just give up & not celebrate my last birthday in sg for the next 5 years -.- Just spend it with Isaiah after his ns in the evening or something... Maybe I'll just do that. Then, go for family dinner on the date I wanted to have my party. K set. Byebye party.

Went back to stc for funfair! Athiya gave me $10 worth of tickets. I spent $2 on icecream and gave the rest away hahaha. I was told I put on weight. A-W-E-S-O-M-E. I mean like I already knew I became fatter. But, now someone's actually telling me 0_0 I'm determined to lose some weight. Church after that! My feet hurt :( I hate hanging around church area. Hard to go home, no where to eat / go other than macs mad jack adam food centre. The park has way too many mosquitoes. Hard to withdraw money >:( I feel so grumpy.

I look so weird....








K starting from here, check my repeated face out!!!!!!!
















So I told myself to stop smiling!!!!


But then I started again -.-




My house, Joseph. Always the loser house hahaha. But they've improved. Though they still came in 5th, it's way better now!


The funfair was not bad la! So unlike stc.

Byebye I'm gonna play neopets. I'm gonna start losing weight tmr I dont care.